You Are Mashed Potatoes

Oridnary, comforting, and more than a little predictable You're the glue that holds everyone together.

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You should all try it! Thanks Lori!

Kg

So to let the XANGA world know. I now have a new site. Check it out!

http://www.kallagreen.blogspot.com

Well it seems to me that most of you know the news but I will offically tell you now:

Starting today I will no longer be employed by the Vineyard in Student Ministries. Insteasd I will be employed by the Vineyard in Celebrations. :)

This was all my decision...I have actually been in the process for about three weeks now..and yesterday the offered me the job and I accepted!!!!!! YEa yea! Its sad for me to leave students because I have been there a long time and I have seen you grow and you have watched me grow but God has called me to do other and different things. So I am very very very excited to see what else God has planned for me!

And on a side note....be willing to take chances....you never know what you might get!

So here is something I wrote in my journal the other day:

I don't know what i am feeling. I am feeling really alone at this moment and I don't know why? I have been tired for a couple days now and I don't know if that's because I have been out in the sun or maybe I haven't been doing anything (lazy)...I don't know.

I am lost in a world thats lost. Shouldn't I be the one to kinda sorta know where I am going or doing. But yet I feel like I am traveling down an unknown road.

I am- I am scarred- I am scarred my life is going to be nothing like I have planned. I mean I know that not everything happens the way we want it to but I am sick of not knowing I am sick of wondering - to be completely honest. And maybe I am just wrong for waiting for what i want to come. but its not something that i made up myself. The one thing i want the one desire in my heart and I think the only one who can fill that is You (God). And I honestly don't know how you are going to fill it. I am sick of being in wonder just trying to figure out my days so maybe the next day might be the one.

I am an idiot. I complain about this one thing that i want but I have everything. Oh my gosh do i have everything. I live in this cool housewith these amazing people. I have a job that people would die for. I have money to get me the things I WANT. but in all of that something doesn't feel right because that one thing isn't right. How can I be happy with living my life when I am not happy with you? I love you, I crave you, I worship you, and I adore you. You could give me everything on this earth but it wouldn't really matter because I can't feel you I can't see you I can't touch you. I want to be touched I want to be hugged thats how I feel loved. I love to be touched. You can give me gifts tell me things but it doesn't mean the same to me. Feeling you is all I need and want. Maybe thats the answer...I want to feel loved and when I feel loved is when I am being touched. Is that even true? Is that a good or bad thing? I just want you to touch me!! And I feel like i have been going on, "Well if anyone touches me thats great because they love me" and maybe thats not the case everyone is different and not everyone is like me - thank God because this world would be one messed up world...